I don't wanna grow up
this is probably the reason for my absolute lack of maturity and sense
growing up proves to be tough and harsh
but i will learn to be strong one day

Perserverance and Maturity are the two things i seriously lack of..
but i shall not work hard for the Latter

I am so sick of making resolutions that I don't follow, setting goals that I don't reach.
I am so sick of myself making promises that I don't keep.
Things are getting from bad to worse, and now it's out of hand.
I need to get full control of the whole situation..
The thing is I have the solutions but I lack the will..

Dear God, please be with me as I fight the monsters within me. Heavenly Father, I pray that you grant me the will to be able to overcome the barriers that have been holding me back. And I surrender myself to You as I know I shall win the fight.  And for all these, in Jesus's most precious name,
Amen.

On a brighter note, this year is full of pleasant surprises for me. I found back my love for music as I no longer feel pressurized to do it. However, I am truly glad that my parents had forced me to learn the piano. Having said that, I do not regret dropping it at Grade 7. I mean.. I hated it back then,so.. Anyways, I'm ADDICTED to playing music now :)
Just let my mind focus on the sweet melody that the instrument produce.

Plain Wicked-ness.

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