I don't wanna grow up
this is probably the reason for my absolute lack of maturity and sense
growing up proves to be tough and harsh
but i will learn to be strong one day

Perserverance and Maturity are the two things i seriously lack of..
but i shall not work hard for the Latter
I stabbed a dagger into your heart and slowly pulls the metal out.
Let your warm thick liquid flow out and flood us in a pool of red.
I watched you as your breathing slows down and your heartbeat weakens.. watched the light in your eyes dim.. felt the warmth of your skin as beads of perspiration formed.. kissed your red luscious lips before it turns pale..

Darling, are you feeling cold?

I took your shivering body in my arms. Stroking your jet black hair as I sing you my favourite songs..
With tears rolling down your beautiful cheeks, you asked me why.

Cos I love you, baby, don't you know? You are mine.

You couldn't stop sobbing. You kept begging..
Please, please. Please, let me go.

But why would you want to go, honey? I am right here where you and I are supposed to be. Yes, not another word from you now..

As I sang to the tune, your tears continue to pour.. slowly.. maybe after an eternity, I heard the weaking of your heartbeat.. and then your last words..
"I still love you."



No.. no...no.. NO!!
In a flash, the dagger pierced through my throat.
Time stops for awhile as my eyes fell upon your cold gray body. I placed my dying body upon your unmoving chest. As my life flashes before me, I closed my eyes and let the darkness take over.
It's going to be over soon..

Wait for me, my love.
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