Yesterday was truly a long day for me.
It was exciting as we celebrated our classmate's birthday. Gave her a pleasant surprise by inviting Hilo (the name of ukulele) into her life. Haha :) the joy of giving!
Anyways, I was really tired during the last lesson.
Had sheperding session after that and it really got me thinking a lot about God and what I want and what I don't want.. stuff like that. Also, I got to know more about her journey on the road with Christ and I really admire her. I really pray that my passion for God will grow as I get to no Him more.
Later, I met my friend who had patiently waited for me for the two whole hours of sheperding. I really want to thank God for him. If it weren't for him, I would not have been able to look forward to school last year. And thank God that He planned for him to be in my life. Okay. Anyways, I couldn't get myself out of the thinking-mode after sheperding. Still feels really bad about it, but I feel that in the end, I got to no him more through our little talk.
Upon reaching home, I still did not manage to snap out of it. But I feel that that was what that got me to really keep thinking about God and Christ and the Holy Spirit and what I want to achieve..
I'm still unsteady, but I hope that one day the waves will stop getting so choppy and I can find the light to shore.
Lord, please be my lighthouse and lead me home.